I'm goona break. I can't take it

I have been under so much freaking stress as of late it's a wonder i sleep at all. We just got moved into the two bedroom across the hall.  And it seems that day everything has gone to fucking shit. I was let go of my work for the last two weeks of work which is just.. horrid! Summer was already FUCKING Me over with my god damn hours and now they gave me none for the last two weeks.  This month i was suppose to pay mom 200 for rent.. tag my car pay off NFM But i can't do a damn thing of it becasue well i'm fucking BROKE.. Like beyond broke it's not even funny kinda thing. I have half a tank of gas and i have no idea how that is going to last till the 5. We'll it's not but i HATE asking to borrow money from people i do.. never been a fan of it but i don't know what else to do. I need to get to work i get a FULL paycheck on the 5 and can do what  i need to but i need to get through to it. I'm stressing out so bad i am not sleeping more then like three hours a night.. it's killing me and i am thins close to breaking down crying. I have no idea what i am to do but i am trying everything. I am selling books i don't need.. i figure any money is better then no money and seeing what i can do for help to raise money.. odd jobs or something. *Bangs head on the wall*  If i can JUST get through this month... i'll be ok. Really i will.