So wow it's been a while since i have posted things..like well over a year... and don't i feel like a ass. I have had so my going on i have been unable to write..or talk..to really LIVE other then from day to day. Between moving living getting engaged getting ready to move again starting a full time job, and other things.. i just.. wow a lot has happened and i find my self at a ends on where to really start.
I know i need to write more, i use to write all the time. Yes i know i am not gramitcally correct but you know what i got my words out i got the fellings out and i stated to feel better. I don't want to be perfect.. that's just not me and those that know me know how my mind works.
I have so much going on even know i just....i feel trapped like a prisoner in my life.. part of me wants to break out run away and start over again. Fuck it's georgia all over again.... i told my self i would not go back to that hell and yet some how that's just how i am.... mother fuck....Well time to put a boot to somones ass and start changing